Spin

Restlessness is a god
Still feet never climb temple steps
a single eye sees only itself

Truth is alive on the wind
through your hair, across your cheeks
you taste it in the dance

breathe it in the flurry

Rows

Grandpa’s garden spilling past its fence line,
five bushel baskets, three laundry pails,
four cardboard boxes waiting.
My brothers and I straddling a row each,
our bare backs white as biscuit dough
flat against the morning sun,
young hands grappling
for deep red tomato flesh and
fat fingers of snap beans.

Flies biting through back sweat.
Pa on his walker, pacing the grounds
with a dragging shuffle
like a chain-gang boss, already
tasting the crunch of squash
and okra between his teeth.
Granny Mary in the kitchen wiping
spider webs from cool cellar jars.

Our baskets filling fast, lugging
through coffee-colored soil,
tater bugs hitching rides
eager for a larger garden, thick
with fancy baking potatoes
the size of melons,
leaves like fifty dollar bills.

First to reach the other side wins—never me.
Pa yelling reasons why I’m falling behind.
Two brothers sucking popsicles on the steps.
For me, thirty feet of onions to go.
“Don’t pull up those small ones!”

Street Show

The hurdy-gurdy man’s monkey
snatched your only dollar
and you clapped

then turned on Thomas Avenue,
and scaled the front steps of
the brownstone.

I watched a third floor silhouette
tilting a pot of tea
to one cup.

Lamp darkened like a beggar’s hope
corroded fire escape
leading up.

Writing the Unthinkable

I have a very good friend in the Philippines I’ve known since the early 2000s. We met on MySpace in a St. Elmo’s Fire group (okay, I know…) and have been close ever since, though we’ve never met in person. Most of our friendship has consisted of writing silly notes to each other, swapping stories about careers, relationships, food, and life. All the essentials of a friendship, right?

Early this morning she became the target of one of my oldest and most vital creative habits. Without focus, without planning, and honestly without much clarity, I just started writing. She received paragraph after paragraph of disconnected ideas and random thoughts. Whatever I felt for a second or two, I put on the page. I wanted to express myself, and at that hour she was the person I chose to send it to. It was a lot of fun. I do hope we’re still friends.

The Creative Water Hose

I return often to stream-of-consciousness writing in my creative life. This kind of writing doesn’t aim to be polished or edited. Most of the time, it isn’t even “good.” But that doesn’t matter. What matters is flow. Like opening a spigot and letting water blast through a garden hose, the goal is to get the words moving. You don’t even need another person at the end of your creative water hose. But of course, it’s more fun if there is.

When I write without censoring, it feels like opening a garden hose that hasn’t run in a while. At first, what comes out doesn’t look clean: a sputter, a blast of air, maybe even some rust. But if I let it run, the water clears and flows freely.

Words work the same way. My first sentences sputter with rust and debris. My thoughts scatter. Doubt creeps in. But if I keep the “hose” running full blast, the words clear up. The flow steadies. Eventually, the good ideas rush through.

Why It Works

This practice works because it shifts the focus away from outcome and places it on movement. When I allow myself to write badly, strangely, or incoherently, I remind myself that the page doesn’t need to be a stage. It can be a playground. And once I stop worrying about judgment, surprising connections show up. Thoughts I didn’t even know I carried suddenly spill out.

Julia Cameron, in her classic The Artist’s Way, calls this exercise “morning pages”— three longhand pages of anything and everything, written first thing each day. She frames it as a way to clear mental clutter so creativity doesn’t get stuck behind all the errands, worries, and noise of daily life.

What I describe here is a close cousin of her idea. It doesn’t always happen in the morning, and it doesn’t always fill three pages. But the intention stays the same: let the hose run until the water clears.

How to Begin

The simplest way to begin is to just start. Start before coffee. Start before deciding what’s worth writing. Start before asking whether anyone will read it.

For me, late night often works best. I’m a little tired and my brain is slightly fried, so the inner editor is easier to bypass. Early mornings work too. My mental capacities are still wobbly and I’ve just spent a few hours creating dream scenarios in my head. Those in-between states help loosen the grip of perfection.

Grab a notebook or open a blank document and give yourself permission to spill words without punctuation, without structure, without pressure to make sense. Five minutes clears the rust. Ten minutes often delivers clarity I didn’t expect. And if all you have is thirty seconds, even that can shake something loose.

Where It Leads

Over time, this habit leads somewhere. Not every session produces brilliance. Most sessions don’t, and they shouldn’t. But the act itself builds trust. It trains the creative muscle to move without a plan. And when inspiration does hit, you’ll already feel limber, warmed up, and ready for motion.

Sometimes I send the flow to a trusted friend, like this morning. Other times I keep it in my private notebooks, never intending anyone else to read it. Either way, the result feels the same: I walk away lighter, clearer, and closer to the part of myself that wants to create. And if my friend in the Philippines can put up with a few pages of nonsense now and then, maybe that’s proof enough that this strange little practice works.

My 5 Favorite “Undiscovered” Films

We all have those favorite movies—you know, the ones we love so much that we can’t wait to talk about them, only to be met with blank stares because no one else has heard of them. It’s frustrating. I’m always trying to spread the word about my favorites, even though it often feels futile.

But hey, that’s what blog posts are for, right? So here we are!

This is a collection of five of my favorite “undiscovered” films. By “undiscovered,” I simply mean they’re not widely known by the average moviegoer. If you decide to watch any of them, let me know what you think—and feel free to share your own list of hidden gems!

Uncle Frank film poster – underrated drama movie 2020

Uncle Frank

R 2020 1h 35m Drama

In 1973, teenaged Beth Bledsoe (Sophia Lillis) leaves her rural Southern hometown to study at New York University where her beloved Uncle Frank (Paul Bettany) is a revered literature professor. She soon discovers that Frank is gay, and living with his longtime partner Walid “Wally” Nadeem (Peter Macdissi) — an arrangement that he has kept secret for years. After the sudden death of Frank’s father — Beth’s grandfather — Frank is forced to reluctantly return home for the funeral with Beth in tow, and to finally face a long-buried trauma that he has spent his entire adult life running away from.

Away We Go film still – overlooked indie comedy 2009

Away We Go

R 2009 1h 37m Comedy

As they await the birth of their baby, a couple (John Krasinski, Maya Rudolph) travel across America in search of the perfect place to raise their family. During their journey, they share assorted misadventures and reconnect with old friends and relatives. The experiences and people they encounter help them define the word home on their own terms, possibly for the first time in their lives.

Interview movie image – hidden drama gem with Steve Buscemi

Interview

R 2007 1h 24 m Drama

Pierre Peders (Steve Buscemi), a political reporter, receives an unwelcome assignment from his editor: Write a puff piece on Katya (Sienna Miller), a sexy starlet whose love life provides plentiful tabloid fodder. The pair manage to alienate each other within minutes, then Pierre is injured in an accident, and Katya brings him back to her apartment. An unusual encounter unfolds for the jaded journalist and the woman who may not be as stupid as she seems.

All Dirt Roads Taste of Salt film still – indie drama 2023

All Dirt Roads Taste of Salt

PG 2023 1h 32m Drama

A lyrical, decades-spanning exploration across a woman’s life in Mississippi, the feature debut from award-winning poet, photographer and filmmaker Raven Jackson is a haunting and richly layered portrait, a beautiful ode to the generations of people and places that shape us.

Danny Deckchair movie poster – quirky comedy hidden gem

Danny Deckchair

PG-13 2003 1h 41, Comedy

After his girlfriend cheats on him, an unappreciated laborer floats away to a new life in a balloon-powered chair.

My Top 5 Favorite Female Vocalists (2023 Version)

I grew up with a mom who was a vocalist. While she may have once dreamed of singing professionally, life took her in a different direction—marrying young and raising seven kids. As a result, her singing career mostly revolved around church solos and waking us up for school with impromptu operatic high notes. My early exposure to music was shaped more by female voices than male ones, though I did hear plenty of Elvis and the country artists my dad loved. To this day, I find myself drawn to powerful, distinctive female vocalists—from Lucinda Williams to Jonatha Brooke to Kate Bush to Björk. I admire many, but today, I just want to share a list of my top five favorites. These are in no particular order because, frankly, I’m not in the mood to debate rankings. They’re all incredible, and if I had to pick one as the ultimate, it would probably be my mom.

Suze DeMarchi

Lead singer of Baby Animals, INXS, lots of other stuff.

Annette Strean

Lead singer of Venus Hum, Tin Finley, lots of other stuff.

Diana Krall

Solo artist, jazz virtuoso, lots of other stuff.

Ann Wilson

Solo artist, lead singer of Heart, no introduction needed.

Margaret Becker

Underrated solo artist, songwriter, producer, lots of other stuff..

I’m A Guest on Take A Sip

A big thanks to Michael Poole for having me as a guest on his podcast “Taking A Sip.” We discuss spirituality, podcasting, kilts, drum corps, ASMR, the arts and tons of other things. Give it a watch!

Pokey LaFarge at Terminal West

I was fortunate to attend the Pokey LaFarge concert at Terminal West in Atlanta on December 6. I’ve been wanting to see him perform for awhile now and I wasn’t disappointed. You can always tell when an artist or band has been touring for years. Their shows are tight and solid. This was certainly the case with Pokey LaFarge. They played an enjoyable selection of oldies, recents and brand new tunes and there wasn’t a dud in the bunch.